Friday, August 14, 2009

Expression

This is from the drama Full house song called "Fate"
The lyrics some what is similar to how i feel...


I dont really know love
I didnt know it would come to me like this
My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love

If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn’t have started in the first place
Like a fool, I am regretting this late

I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you

What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
But I yearn for everything about you

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can’t contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,

It makes it even more hard..

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Salsa Performance

Had my performance at Metro Club last Thurs... cant remember the date... hehe... enjoy... if wanna learn salsa let me know. =p.


Uncertain

Gosh i really do not know what i want. When i have decided on something, i thought i would be sure about it. Dammit.... Now i'm stuck again. Doing what i planned to do is not exactly what i want, but i had to do it in order to protect myself, because of that the determination to go on will not be there. Sigh... good gracious... i really really do not know what to do.

I guess people will always say, do the right thing. But because i'm soft hearted i end up being too nice. Ish... I need to make myself numb.

Yeap that's it... numb myself... =)