Look Who's Talking

2010-05-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

It's been a while i know.

My connection has been so sucky lately that my dramas and tv shows take forever to complete. So while waiting for them to complete, and since i'm having sem break right now (2 weeks only) =(, I try to find things to do other than Facebook and Twitter. I started googling for movies to watch, and surfing the net. Suddenly the thought of this person's blog came to my mind. Therefore i decided to check that person's blog out (although it has not been updated for a long time). I went to this person's blog is because i felt like reading that person's particulars though i've read some before. This was so random, and i don't even know why. After going through a few posts, i started thinking about that person, and hoped for that person to be next to me right now. Though i already know that person's past, i just want to read them again or remind myself about it (for tonight). Right now i feel holding that person.

Guilt

2009-12-01T01:27:00.002+08:00

I have my final exams starting this coming Saturday, and i am not ready at all. But i can still sit here and blog. The reason is because i feel so painful inside that i had to express it. I could not take the pain any longer.

I never thought that the small things i've done in the past would be so important in the present. Whenever i think about them, i really regret and sometimes i feel so guilty about them. I always think how i wish the sour past did not happen. How i wish i was not like that, how i wish i didn't do those stuff i've done. But the question that made me wonder till now, is why did i do all those stuff? Whenever i think about why i did them, my mind starts spinning and i feel confused, and i'll ask myself back, "why did i?".

I've hurt my love one in so many ways because of this. And when i think of it, my heart hurts as well. The pain i feel when i think about this makes me feel guilty, it makes me hate myself at times for causing this unnecessary pain to my love.

I'm so sorry for giving you problems, i've never thought that my past would affect you this much. I'm so sorry baby.

2009-11-28T19:43:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since i express myself here.

Right now, at the very moment... i'm feeling stressed out. Why? Stupid darn lecturers didn't give much tips, so basically gotta study everything. Bleh...

At the same time, i'm having problem studying, because my mind is not at peace right now, it is disturbed, sigh... i need to be stronger in the mind.

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A wonderful story to me.

2009-11-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

The other night, someone told me a story that made me feel very warm inside. The story was about a family, 2 parents and 2 children (a girl and a boy). I’ve been told, the father was dressed like normal, T-shirt and jeans. The mother was dressed in an above knee length purple dress and heels, and I was told she was beautiful. The little girl was dressed in a light pink dress with white dots, with roller shoes. The little boy was wearing those stripe shirts with blue pants and those blue shoes that make noise as he walks.
This family went shopping in Mid Valley and was walking around. The little girl was holding her dad’s hand and the little boy was holding his mummy’s hand. As they were walking, the little girl was playing with her roller shoes by letting her dad drag her. Then the dad said, “you better stop being lazy and start walking or else I’ll throw the shoes.” The little girl then ran to her mum calling “mummy….” And hid behind her mother. The dad then called her over, but the little girl refused to and hid her face at the mum’s butt. The mum then says, “see, see… “ And the dad went “what…?” then the mum reminded him, “what did you say to her just now?”, and he says, “that I’ll throw the shoes away?”. “Exactly” says mum. The little boy started giggling in his cute little way. The little boy often puts his hands together, always holding them together and he always puts his lower lip behind the upper lip, like he’s biting the lower lip.
The dad then tries to call the little over, but she said “don’t want” and tear. The mum carries the little girl as they walk, and the mum told the boy to go over to his daddy. While they were walking, the dad tried to cheer her up by walking behind the mum, where the daughter can see him and said “don’t cry”. But the little girl hid her face at the mum’s face. The mum then said, “see cry so much my face also wet already”. The dad then told the son, “see son, girls always cry, you should not cry like that”. The boy responds with his giggle. Later on the dad said to the girl, “come daddy take you buy something” and the girl said, “don’t want”. The dad then said, “you want ice cream?”, “I want” says the girl. the dad then said “come daddy buy ice cream for you”, the girl then says “I don’t want daddy buy, I want mummy buy”. The dad then said, “son I buy big ice cream for you” and the little girl suddenly said, “I also want” along she pulls her mum and walks towards her dad. When she got her ice cream, she enjoyed it and there were chocolate ice cream all over her mouth.
Later on the little girl asked her dad, “daddy do you love me?”. Then daddy says, “of course sweetie, daddy loves you”. The little boy then asks, “how about me daddy? Do you love me?” and the dad replies “of course son, I wont forget you, I love you too.” And the boy starts to giggle. Suddenly the little girl asked, “daddy do you love mummy?” Daddy then walked towards his wife and held her hand, and went on one knee and said, “of course I do, and this is how I purposed to your mummy.” The wife was so shy that she said, “we are in public now.” The husband then got up and kissed his wife. The daughter went “Eee… mummy and daddy kissing” while the son said, “what is mummy and daddy doing? I also want” and started to giggle again.
After that, they kept walking around, the son walks few steps and then falls down. Due to that, the dad carried him and walked. Even while he’s being carried, his hands are still put together.

This is a wonderful story that I heard on november 6 2009 which made me smile.
You may not understand why, but there's a reason to it. =)

Ps: this is not 100% exact, just a summary.

I for You

2009-09-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

Is it reality?
Can you no longer love?
I still remember our awkward encounter
At last i understand the meaning...
Although this sad world has wounded us, together we will survive

I hpe with all my heart, that one day,
I'll be able to see the real you

Do you still smile sadly?
My emptiness can match your sorrow
Since i was born, i live only for you
I wonder if this can ever change

I want to speak to you from my heart
I know you are hurting but we will make it
I love you with all my heart
Let me erase every pain you have suffered

I for you

I want to speak to you from my heart
and gaze lovingly into your smiling face
I love you with all my heart,
i want to collect all of the happiness and shower it on you

I for you

All You Can Eat Pasta!

2009-09-15T00:49:00.005+08:00

Today i met up with Michael and some of his friends for lunch. We went to this place in Kelana Jaya. It is a restaurant where you can eat pasta till you puke. I forgot the name of the restaurant, but the land mark would be Giant.

All you need to do is just pay RM 14.80, and you'll get 1 drink (ice lemon tea/juice) am not sure, 1 soup of the day, and 1 salad. The best part is, there are 6 different types of pasta, so after your first plate, you can order another kind, and another till you just can't eat anymore.

Well as for me, i know it wont be worth it for me so i did not join them for the pasta, instead i ordered Fish & Chips, i did try the pasta though, it was pretty nice.

I like the way they design the restaurant as well, and this picture above, looks kinda scary when it is black & white.

The outside view is pretty nice, however we did not sit outside because it's burning hot outside.

A very nice place i would say =)
For those who can eat a lot loves pasta, you'll love it here.

Expression

2009-08-14T07:24:00.001+08:00

This is from the drama Full house song called "Fate"
The lyrics some what is similar to how i feel...

I dont really know love
I didnt know it would come to me like this
My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love

If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn’t have started in the first place
Like a fool, I am regretting this late

I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you

What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
But I yearn for everything about you

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can’t contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,

It makes it even more hard..

Salsa Performance

2009-08-12T18:06:00.002+08:00

Had my performance at Metro Club last Thurs... cant remember the date... hehe... enjoy... if wanna learn salsa let me know. =p.

Uncertain

2009-08-12T18:01:00.002+08:00

Gosh i really do not know what i want. When i have decided on something, i thought i would be sure about it. Dammit.... Now i'm stuck again. Doing what i planned to do is not exactly what i want, but i had to do it in order to protect myself, because of that the determination to go on will not be there. Sigh... good gracious... i really really do not know what to do.

I guess people will always say, do the right thing. But because i'm soft hearted i end up being too nice. Ish... I need to make myself numb.

Yeap that's it... numb myself... =)

Boa - Energetic

2009-07-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

Boa's new video! It's amazinggg!

Life, full of surprises.

2009-07-24T02:47:00.003+08:00

Life indeed is full of surprises, whether is good or bad, we have to accept.
When you surprise me in a good way, i feel happy.
but when it's the other way round, i feel like someone is tearing me apart.
Sometimes i really wonder, what have i done to you to deserve this?
I'm like the innocent person being hurt by you for no reason.
I cared and still care for you dearly, but yet you hurt me.

I really wonder, what is it gonna be like in the future.
How is our relationship as friends gonna be?
How i wish, that we can go back to before,
Before all this complications happened.

Benny's Wedding

2009-07-11T14:15:00.004+08:00

Dance Spirit Group

Hate Chivas...

Emma

Bobby...

Dance Spirit Performance at PAvillion... =)

2009-07-02T01:16:00.006+08:00

I'm really lazy to rearrange... so pls look at the pics from bottom to top... thanks..

Thanks I-yin

My Buddy

My Partner... pls dont leave...

Sifu

Thank God for everything.

2009-06-30T18:06:00.001+08:00

I've received this before, it touched me for the first time. Even this second time, i am touched.

Sometimes we understand a message better when it is illustrated...

.....and you question God - 'why me?'....
always look at the bigger picture....

A day without the Lord - Is a day wasted.

God is going to shift things around for you today and let things work in your favor. If you believe, please send this to ALL YOUR FRIENDS.

Thank God for the stuff that didn’t hit you!

"Honk if you love Jesus" =)

2009-06-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

Grandma is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes:

Dear Grand-daughter,

The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a
"Honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker

I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from
a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer
meeting.

So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper.

Boy, am I glad I did; what an uplifting experience that followed.

I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in
thought about the Lord and how good he is, and I didn't notice that
the light had changed.

It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't
honked, I'd never have noticed.

I found that lots of people love Jesus!

While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy,
and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, 'For the love of
God!'

'Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO!'

What an exuberant cheerleader he was for Jesus!

Everyone started honking!

I just leaned out my window and started waving and smiling at all
those loving people.

I even honked my horn a few times to share in the love!

There must have been a man from Florida back there because I heard him
yelling something about a sunny beach.

I saw another guy waving in a funny way with only his middle finger
stuck up in the air.

I asked my young teenage grandson in the back seat what that meant.

He said it was probably a Hawaiian good luck sign or something.

Well, I have never met anyone from Hawaii , so I leaned out the window
and gave him the good luck sign right back.

My grandson burst out laughing.

Why even he was enjoying this religious experience!!

A couple of the people were so caught up in the joy of the moment that
they got out of their cars and started walking towards me.

I bet they wanted to pray or ask what church I attended, but this is
when I noticed the light had changed.

So, grinning, I waved at all my brothers and sisters, and drove on
through the intersection.

I noticed that I was the only car that got through the intersection
before the light changed again and felt kind of sad that I had to
leave them after all the love we had shared.

So I slowed the car down, leaned out the window and gave them all the
Hawaiian good luck sign one last time as I drove away. Praise the Lord
for such wonderful folks!!
Will write again soon,

Love, Grandma

Crazy Havana

2009-06-25T20:07:00.007+08:00

I'm like so addicted to havana now... heehee... here are some pictures when i was there....
This is considered a practice for us before the actual day.

11/6/09

After Make up Session

During the Cha cha workshop

Sifu belanja us tequilla before performance... haha if that's the case i shall perform more. ;)

Death Drop

Err this is called what ar? Hahah q-bern float? (dont know how to spell q-bern)
After performance =)

haha =)

Supper...

12/06/09

Another preview, because the owner asked us to perform again, dont know for what reason though.

After performance, we had our own fun. =)

The best Salsa Night so far...

2009-06-06T03:57:00.003+08:00

Tonight had practice at Ganesh's hse for performance, and later on we headed to Salsa Havana. It was one of the best nights... well so far... i manage to dance with a few good leaders =). I also manage to see Sifu high. Okay even if you're not very high but still you're different from usual which made me enjoy seeing you like this. Oh well due to the performance, i realise i'm more into salsa than before. =) Cant wait for the next time i head to Salsa Havana, cause i get to learn alot of other new moves that i have not learnt. Other than that, i manage to learn to read men's signals when leading... hehehe... cant wait for the next salsa night =)

"But I didn't!"

2009-06-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

I got this joke from an email... hahah i like it. =P:

A husband and wife are traveling by car from Brisbane to Melbourne.

After almost ten hours on the road, they're too tired to continue and they decide to stop for a rest. They stop at a nice hotel and take a room,
but they only plan to sleep for four hours and then get back on the road.

When they check out four hours later, the desk clerk; hands them a bill for $450.00.

The man explodes and demands to know why the charge is so high. He tells
the clerk although it's a nice hotel; the rooms certainly aren't worth $450.00.

When the clerk tells him $450.00 is the standard rate, the man insists on speaking to the Manager.

The Manager appears, listens to the man, and then explains that the hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference centre that were
available for the husband and wife to use.

'But we didn't use them,' the man complains.
'Well, they are here, and you could have,' explains the Manager. He goes on to explain they could have taken in one of the shows for which the hotel is famous. 'The best entertainers from New York , Hollywood, and Las Vegas perform here,' the Manager says.

'But we didn't go to any of those shows, 'complains the man again.

'Well, we have them, and you could have,' the Manager replies.

No matter what amenity the Manager mentions! The man replies, 'But we didn't use it!'

The Manager is unmoved, and eventually the man gives up and agrees to pay. He writes a cheque and gives it to the Manager.

The Manager is surprised when he looks at the cheque. 'But sir,' he says, 'this cheque is only made out for $50.00.'

'That's correct,' says the man. 'I charged you $400 for sleeping with my wife.'

'But I didn't!' exclaims the Manager.

'Well, too bad,' the man replies. 'She was here and you could have!'

Cravings for the month of May

2009-05-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

Recently, i realize that i've been craving for a lot of food... and it's very random... some i even dream about it! Hahaha here's the list. (not in order):

1. Subway
2. Burger King
3. Cheese Cakes (all sorts)
4. Tiramisu
5. Eclaire
6. Maggi Goreng from Devi's Corner
7. Tandoori Chicken
8. Chilli Pan Mee
9. MCD's Quarter Pounder!

So far that's about it... some i manage to eat some i didn't =( Mostly i didnt! Goshhh....

Every red sentences shows my latest craving. =)

My holidays

2009-05-16T05:00:00.003+08:00

No oxygen

Whenever i'm at home, i go straight to my room. The best thing is, my room has no air cond because it's spoiled. But although with fan alone i feel cold, but the air i breathe is so unhealthy. Being in my room is like breathing carbon dioxide. Same air, everything same. Reason is because my room door is always closed.. well at least 90%, if include the days when i'm not home. Besides that, when i sleep, i leave my lap top on, hmmm radiation.... so unhealthy lifestyle.... Haha of course my sleeping hours have been messed up. Oh well... classes are starting soon and i gotta get used to sleeping and waking up early!

Drama

Since my semester break holidays started, all i've been doing is watch drama... taiwanese drama especially. I think i watched about 3 dramas in my holidays... ahaha crazy eh? It's about 4 to 5 episodes a day or more. =p

What i realize in the dramas i've watched is that, love in the real world is so different, that it shouldn't be compared. But anyhow, while i was watching these dramas, i was thinking... "how nice if our love life can be like this"... it's just so different from when our friends tell us stories of their love lives.

At the same time, my emotions are being played by these dramas... ish... crying and laughing... but most of the time crying. Knowing that when you watch drama you can actually feel their pain and sadness.. sob...

Yum Cha

Other than all the above, yum cha is the only way for me to get out of my stuffy room, and get some fresh air outside. Well the air isnt really fresh but anyhow it's better than my room. Yum cha till late, sometimes we head over to play pool or foosball...

Met up with many friends during the holidays, for instance, CF friends.... Jenn Ming, Kings, Gavin, Joel, Nigel, Isaac... etc.
College friends... Clement, Vernon, Led, Calvin and Riz.
Penang friends... Sabrina, and James
and of course... manage to go for Salsa more often to meet up with my salsa mates.

Clubbing

It's been so long since i went clubbing.... hahaah and honestly... clubbing isnt as fun as it used to be... maybe i'm bored of it? Hmm.. i wonder... the last time i went clubbing was in January... so long ago... knowing that i have not been clubbing i assumed my drinking tolerance has decreased. But surprisingly, it did but not much... it wasnt easy for me to get high... which is quite sad cause i dont like drinking so much now.

So yeah went clubbing with Eric and a friend... then some of the girl's other friends came later on... it was alright, i wouldnt say it was boring, after all i enjoy dancing... =)

Work

Oh yes working is a must for me... i'm so dead broke! Hahaha.... i've been working in KLCC watson promoting a shampoo called "Asience," and in my personal opinion i think it's a good shampoo... i liked it =)

But now i'll be working in MV on 22-24 of may... Do come by if you wanna buy shampoo... if not dont come hahaha! just kidding...

So that's about it... my holidays... so the boring...

Omygosh

Classes are starting soon!! =(

Ahhhh!

2009-05-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Ok i was actually gonna blog about something else... but while this page was loading, i was talking to Sandra, and she suddenly said "out d out d!" meaning the results are out!

Oh my Goshhhhh ahhh i'm like so terrified nowwwww!!!

Say no to childish

2009-05-05T02:28:00.004+08:00

Sorry that i'm annoyed by you,
Sorry that i'm annoyed by your childish act,
Sorry that i'm annoyed by your childish way of speaking,
Sorry that i'm annoyed by the words you say,
Sorry that I'm annoyed by your way of thinking,
Sorry that i'm annoyed by the things you do,
Basically, just sorry that i cant accept you,

By being with you, i feel annoyed,
by talking to you, i feel annoyed,
by seeing your actions, i feel annoyed,
by thinking of you, i get annoyed.

In Conclusion, it all goes back to the word 'childish.'
Childish thinking, i cannot stand.

The Horror!

2009-04-30T03:12:00.003+08:00

This week, since my holidays begun, I've been getting involved with horror stories which i am freaked out about. It's probably going to take another few months for me to recover from this.

Usually even at 4am, i am able to walk to the kitchen or around the house without feeling horrified.
Now since all this stories are in my head, my imagination has became active. First it was one night, 2am-4am, in the car, talking about ghost stories with Wai Kit. Dammit so freaking scary! Then after that, the next night, was on the phone with Clement, talked about this too... at least Tuesday i manage to get a break from it. Today, i went to watch "Coming Soon" with Jenn Ming, Isaac, Gavin, Sze Mun, and another 2 friends of Gavin and Sze Mun which i forgot. I apologize, i'm very bad with names. =P

So yeah... now when i go to the kitchen, or whatsoever i feel so horrified! I cant even be in the dark now, i even sleep with the table lamp switched on. =( Just gotta be patient and wait for few more months then it'll be gone.

While posting this, the images of the movie is running in my head... ahhhhh =(

Different Expectation

2009-04-27T19:41:00.002+08:00

Before holidays, i was stressing over exams. It was really stressful that i cried twice during the exam week. After my last paper, i thought i was gonna get all excited, but i didnt. It was just a normal feeling.

Funny... now that after exams are over, i feel like studying... wth?
Anyways... i realize that something feels different now. I do not know what, but i feel like something has changed. Anyhow it doesn't feel good.

Another thing is i realize is that, i still have not gotten over you when i thought i have.
Every time i think of you, i feel horrible. What does it take to get you out of my heart?
Every time i see you, the feeling comes back... =/

This semester break is so different from what i've expected, and it's just the beginning.
I'm starting to feel how life sucks, just like how i used to think.

just 1 more day

2009-04-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

It has been a hectic and stressful week for me due to final exams... it is just so stressful, i barely had enough rest... well i suppose that's common for students. My timetable was just "beautiful"

Monday 8-10am Movies
Tuesday 8-10am Info Tech
Wed 4-6pm PR
Thurs No exam!
Fri 8-10am ad copy
Sat 1-6pm Moral studies

So many 8am exam... come on i wanna sleep!! hahaha... but oh well those are over... just 1 more, moral studies, i dont have the mood to study but i must! O God please help me! =(

Finalsss!

2009-04-18T01:03:00.001+08:00

Finals is next week and im so no prepared!!! Goshh...

I am determined to wake up at 8am tomoro to study! Ok make that 9 la... heeee

Info Tech.... omg i dono how many chapters i can read =(

Easter...!

2009-04-14T10:40:00.004+08:00

Friday, 10/4/09:

Okay it's actually Good friday today, but the HELP's Christian Fellowship had the easter event on that day. It was fun... the worship was good, the play was good, the sermon was good too. Even after the sermon Uncle Allan showed us his puppet performance. Haha so cute... =)

Here are the pictures i manage to get,

The night before, full dress rehearsal.

Before

After

On the day itself.:

And on Easter Sunday:

Nothing much happened, went to church... it was sooo hot! =( Oh well that's about it!

Highlights

2009-04-08T17:09:00.002+08:00

It has been some time! HEhe... been really busy and lazy to update too.. Haha.. oh well... here are some highlights of what has been going on.

Other than assignments, worries, stress at EVERYWHERE... nothing much been happening.

I've been more committed to Help's CF which i think is good la... and erm...

Easter is coming! Help's Cf is doing something for easter this friday so please do come! It's FREE!

Date: 10th April 2009 (Friday)

Time: 1pm to 2.30pm

Venue: Help University College Theatrette

So please do come! This is not for christians only so all are welcome! =)

Okay other than that... just a lil bit of what happened today so far.

Woke up, feeling darn tired but today was the Film Festival thing so i was pretty excited cause i get to watch all the videos made by my classmates. So get ready and left home to catch a cab. When i got a cab, i entered and did my stuff such as arrange my butt to the seat, put my bag aside and so on. While i was doing that i realise the cab driver keep looking at me. First from the front mirror then he turned his head back. I was pretty intimidated that time until he said "I ingat you mat salleh."

Phewww...

Haha reached college, went for the film festival. I would say overall the "Snapping Turtles" did a great job! =)

A few people told me that the video that my friends and i made was pretty touching. I was happy when they said that. At least our last minute hardwork efforts didn't go to waste.

After the film festival, Shimron and i went to HP tower to have lunch. While i was waiting for my food, i was looking around. I then suddenly caught this guy looking back at me. So i stared at him (well that's what i usually do la, when i catch ppl looking i usually stare back and USUALLY they would look away.) But surprisingly this guy stared back at me... i kept staring and he stared back and he didn't look away! I lost this round =(

Now i'm at the Ministry's House waiting for the drama rehersal and at the same time doing abit of assignment hehe...

I'll be back for more updates! =)

I want a new life.

2009-03-28T14:23:00.003+08:00

Time passes no matter what we do, we cant turn back time,
Everyday, we look for something new in life,
Even if its the same routine, we still look.

But as for me, i feel like life is full of sadness,
Even though i laugh at times,
To me, that's just pleasure for few seconds.
Life is full of suffering, stress, and worries

I always look for something new everyday,
hopefully something that can change my life
or my perspective of life.
Sigh, i really hope things would change for me. =)

PS: Dont tell me to look at those who have no food to eat, etc and all... it's different, if so, then compare me with those who are filthy rich but committed suicide.

Through My Eyes

2009-03-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hey this is the video for my "Movies" assignment.

http://josarine.multiply.com/video/item/2

enjoy... =)

Another confusion

2009-03-14T03:31:00.002+08:00

I've gone through this so many times, and everytime when it comes back it bothers me.
Why cant i just get it without all this problems?
Now i'm wondering, should i stop? Or should i continue?
By continuing it might make things harder for me in future.
If i stop i might regret.
I dont know which is the right thing to do now. Sigh...
This time is different, it feels different.
Please help me decide if i should:
A. Continue
B. Stop

Fire Alarm

2009-03-07T13:35:00.007+08:00

Yesterday i went to college for Christian Fellowship, while we were having our discussion about the questions asked by us students last week, the fire alarm suddenly alert. Jenn Ming went out to see if it was a false alarm. But when he came back he said for safety purpose better leave the building.

Pretty Prisc =)

Do you see the digi mascot ? "I will follow you, follow you wherever you may go..." (Look for the big yellow man)

Oh well but it was actually because someone was smoking so it alert the fire alarm.
We went back to the classroom after that.

Roon and Adam, their first time to CF.

After CF, while waiting for the rest, we saw like rats on the table.

We then went for lunch at HP tower as usual...

That's about it!

Boa - I did it for love

2009-03-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

This is another song from Boa's new English album. I kinda like it! haha listen to it.

Lost Generation

2009-02-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

More to come

2009-02-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

When i thought that i can rest after these 2 assignments of mine, more came. I'll be having quiz on Monday for PR, some assignment in class for Ad copyrighting, Moral Presentation on Wed, Moral assignment to do, Info Tech presentation to prepare, a video to shoot for Movies, group assignment for PR, and more to come.

Sigh i'm feeling the pressure, and soon to be stress. I really need to find a way to calm my self when im stress. Any suggestions?

Christine de Clown

2009-02-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

Today after LAN, we had replacement class for "THE MOVIES", and it was held in AE 1. Our lecturer Zan showed us a documentary by a director (who happens to be there as well) forgot the name though. So yeah it went on and on.

After the movie ended, there were Q&A session.

As usual, people raising up their hands and asking questions, getting their answers, some even asked the same question (cause they weren't paying attention) *ahem* to Chris & Mel.

Suddenly a guy sitting infront of Chris turned and said "You've been kicking my chair since the movie started".

Chris apologized, as soon as he turns his head back to the front, Chris did the blah blah face if you get what i mean? While the face was still making those funny faces, he suddenly turned and said "it's ok". Nelson, Mel and I laughed our ass off. It was hilarious!

Thanks to Chris, for the laughter of the day. =)

Survey

2009-02-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

I haven't done a survey like this for a really long time. However this survey kind of caught my attention, and so i did it. =)

Are you taken/single?
Single

Do you like anyone right now?
Nope

Miss anyone right now?
Hmm....

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Christine Wong - A really adorable girl :)

Last person to text you?
Ken Ji

What was the last thing you said to someone?
'Said? Not type yeah? Hehe... "Don't disturb me, i'm busy lah"

Who do you trust the most in your life?
A few of my friends.

How many good friends do you have?
Er... 1, 2, 3........................10++ lazy to count.

Ever been told someone loved you?
duh!

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Yeap!

Not meant it?
Yeah, to my ex... sorry baby.

Ever had your heart broken?
Yeah

7 HOW'S:
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Went to a bar with the KLBS, went Maison with my college mates, & went to a seafood restaurant with my family.

How are you feeling at this moment?
Tired, bored, feel like life is so boring.

How did your night go last night?
Interesting.

How did you do in high school?
Didnt really do much when i was back in high school.

How often do you see your friends?
i try to see them whenever i can. :)

How old will you be at your next birthday?
20

8 WHAT'S:
What are you looking forward to?
hmm something new and interesting in life

What did you do last weekend?
stone at home

What is the most important part of your life?
God, Family & Friends

What would you rather be doing?
Watch my drama, dance, go out, club, sleep.

What did you last cry over?
I cried cause i was angry.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
personality

What are you worried about?
my studies.

What did you have for breakfast?
1 toast.

8 HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
yeap

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
uhuh

Have you ever stayed up the whole day?
yeah crazy man.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
im sure everyone has.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
YES and i know which gang of friends.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
yeah

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
nope... dont love reading.

7 WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
mum?

Who was the last person you texted?
didnt u ask this question just now? Christine.

Who was the last person you hungout with?
my coll mates.

Who was the last person to call you?
Mum

Who did you last hug?
Arnold

Who is the last person who texted you?
Ken Ji

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
You! =)

6 WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?
who is my best friend? =p

Where did you last go?
College.

Where did you last hang out?
Spinky... foosball =)

Where do you go to school?
Bukit Bandaraya

Where did you sleep last night?
my room

5 DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
nuh uh.

Do you think anyone likes you?
Err... you help me survey that.

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
sometimes.

Does the future scare you?
depends. a lil i guess? but also excited at the same time.

4 WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
dont have best friends, close friends maybe.

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
my mum got it from a song.

Why are you doing this survey?
cause im dead bored

3 IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be?
i want something to do with my hands. Magic! Like wizards...

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
havent regreted to the extend i would want to go back in time.

2 WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Erm... one... I think.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
NO

ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
Sometimes.

Sorry for you.

2009-02-15T02:47:00.002+08:00

How funny...
After all that you've done, you still had the guts to talk to me.
I felt so uncomfortable with you that every time when you try to start a conversation with me i feel so damn annoyed.

But now...
When i've told you off in my straight forward way,
You rather not talk to me now i suppose?
You know what you've done is wrong,
but yet you continued.
I asked you why? You said you don't know? Excuses!
You made me feel so uncomfortable with you.
I don't know if that's what you want me to feel, but if it is, you've made a huge mistake.
If it's not, learn from this huge mistake of yours.
No matter how open a girl is, there's always a limit.
Learn to respect your girlfriends or you'll lose them.
& stop making yourself sound/look desperate, cause that's what you have made me think of you.

Good life.

BoA - Eien

2009-02-13T15:58:00.002+08:00

Really nice song... must listen!

CNY House Hopping

2009-02-05T01:51:00.011+08:00

Sigh hols are now over, however im still having my holiday mood. =/ Here are some house hopping pictures of the Help's CF.
I had to meet Prisc at HELP's Mcd at 8.45 am... zzz but both of us pushed it to 9. Haha... Malaysian timing as always.

Our first stop... Jenn Ming's house.

Just sitting and chatting away...

He had the best chair!

After JM's place, we headed to twin's home, the girls in purple and blue shirt. Hehe... sorry i forgot your names!

The girl in red is crazy about Lee Hom.

We then headed to eat our "breakfast" at some place in Cheras. Met up with Joshua there.

Yummy...

Up Next....

Joshua's...

Something that cause our attention at his place was those work out machines. He has alot in the living room.

i-gallob *do not know how to spell*

Karaoke... =)
Here come the gamblers...
I LOST! =(

Next... Gavin's...

Nigel's...

Prisc's...

Last but not least, our dear friend...Wei Wen! (nah... i remember your name now lol... hopefully i still remember when i see you in college haha.)

Jab goh meh is it?
Gambled with chips =pThe person who finishes the chips first will be punished!
By drinking 3 cups of water lol...

This looks like a picture of a devil and an angel.
Do you notice something weird in this pic? I do...
His stoned look.
His house has alot of antiques.
Iron those days...
Such a cuteeee dog...

That's about it! =)

Devil Beside You

2009-02-01T04:13:00.002+08:00

There's this Taiwan drama called Devil Beside You, it's a love story. I love this drama, and although this drama is pretty old (2004) i think... but i still love it. It's my second time watching, but i still remember how i cried the first time. Even the second time watching can make me cry like crazy. The main male character is just so charming, he's so sweet in a different way which made me attracted to him. Not to forget he's also quite hot haha... gosh whenever i think of this drama i just feel like crying. =(

I just wanna express this feeling of mine out if not i'll be emo-ing for pretty long. Can you imagine? Emoing over a drama? Lol... ahhh i just finish watching the whole series and cried, and now i feel emotional about the drama. =/ If i listen to Rainie Yang's song "Ai Mei" i think i'll just cry again.

Sammie's 19th Birthday

2009-01-27T14:48:00.006+08:00

Yay to Sam that's she finally 19! Soon before she realizes, she's already 30. Anyways she celebrated her birthday at Legend Hotel, with delicious Japanese food. =) Here are some pics...

L to R: Amir, Me, Kah Fei, Julian & Ser Li

Amir, Me, Kah Fei, Sam, Sandeep, Julian, Ser Li & Benjamin

Charis, the hottie =)

Amir, Kah Fei, Me, Ser Li, Sam, Sandeep, Julian, Charis, Jem, Reugene & Charley

Charis, Rachel, Sam & I

Thanks Sam for the pictures, for more pictures, please visit Sam's facebook.

February's Plan

2009-01-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

Now that January 2009 is almost over, i have some plans for my February.

My plans for Feb:
1. Save money, as much as possible!
2. Get a job
3. Study study study!
4. Assignments
5. Party less...
6. Meet more people... =)
7. Achieve something i want... dont know what yet though haha.

Hopefully these plans of mine will not just be planned but be done. =)

Champion Lecturer

2009-01-23T09:34:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday during Info tech class, something dramatic happened. While my lecturer was explaining about our group presentation and stuff, there was a student that offended him.

Lecturer = L, Student = S, student2 = n, Whole class = C, Narrator = N

L: Whatever problems you have with your group dont come and find me.

C: Huh?

L: (Laughs) If you have problems like a student didnt do his or her part you guys settle it yourselves, do not complain to me. I'm not like other lecturers.

S: Then you are not a responsible lecturer.

L: Oh okay, then i'll leave, see you.

N: We all thought he was just joking and would come back, but the students waited and waited, but he still hasnt returned. Nelson then got up and went after him with a few other students. Students were wondering what did that particular student said to the lecturer, and we got to know, we thought how disrespectful that girl was.
When nelson returned, we expected to see him with the lecturer but he was no where to be seen.

C: Where is he? What happened?

n: I ran after him and i was like "Chill la sir chill", then he said "ok" and went into his office.

N: Students were talking, some said "Oh shit", some said "great" and some even asked "does this mean we can go home now?"

Few minutes later he came back in.

L: (evil laughter)... scared ar? scared ar? (continues laughing)

C: what la you sir... etc etc

N: However the student that offended him and her friend left the class cause they thought he was seriously offended and thought class was canceled due to that. Lol.

Pressure.

2009-01-19T03:06:00.002+08:00

I've been going through this shit since few years back, but i'm still not able get used to it. How long must i go through this? I really wonder if this shit is a short term or long term suffering.

People at the age of 18 to 20 plus are already stressed and pressured about their education, but yet shits would happen and add more pressure on us. I really dont know how much more time i need to get used to this. I feel unhappy with this life i'm living in, sometimes i really wonder will all this be over, and i dont mean end of the world over, but more like end of a life of sadness and hello to the life of happiness. Who am i trying to kid? this is Life, & Life involves suffering, sadness, stress, pressure and pain.

Sigh, i feel so confused right now, my situation now is so upsetting that i just feel like i wanna run away, because crying would not solve any problem.

Penang trip Part 2

2009-01-17T21:25:00.009+08:00

Finally got the pics!

We went Karaoke in the night.
The last night we went clubbing at a club called Mois i think.

We were told that there was a dancing competition, where 6 ppl go on stage and dance. Everyone will get a bottle of Barcadi but the winner will get an extra of 800 bucks cash! Haha we didnt win, but we had fun.

Thats about it! Will visit Penang again when they are going back haha... =)

Pretty Timetable

2009-01-15T23:52:00.004+08:00

This semester is definately going to be more hectic than the previous semester. Come to think about it, last semester was pretty chilling for me since i only took 3 subjects. I had so much time to go out, yum cha at night, clubbing, basically i went out a lot. And because of that, i slack at my work... haha.

This semester, i'm taking 5 subjects because of LAN. My timetable damn cantik:

Monday
10 - 12am - ad copyrighting
2 - 4pm - Public Relations
4 - 6pm - The Movies

Tuesday
12 - 1.30pm - Moral studies
4 - 6pm - info tech

Wednesday
8 - 9.30am - Moral Studies (this one damn nice la, come all the way for 1 class)

Thursday
8 - 930am - ad copyrighting
4 - 5.30pm - the movies
(Freaking 6.5 hours of break)

Friday
8 - 9.30am - PR
4 - 6pm - info tech
(Same goes here)

See the breaks i have! What in the world am i gonna do on especially Thurs and Fri? I'm not gonna go home cause it's gonna cost me. What to do... any suggestions?

KM 31

2009-01-12T02:05:00.005+08:00

Okay i'm so freaked out about this movie that i dont even dare to put the cover(picture) the movie here.

Dammit, the movie was so stressful, well for me at least. During the movie a few times i kept feeling stress and i had this feeling that i needed a break from the movie. The only time you can relax and watch the movie is never. Not for me at least. Damn horrifying!

But i would say overall is a movie worth watching. The storyline is pretty interesting and its different from those usual horror movies we watch. I would rate this movie 9/10 for a horror movie.

After this movie, i kept imagining stuff and i was more sensitive to sounds. While my friend and i walking out of the mall to the parking lot, there's a auto sliding door. When i heard the door slide, i told my friend, "omg that sounded like the voice in the movie". He then stopped walking and stared at me and laughed a lil saying "to me it sounded like a normal sliding door". Gosh guess i was really thinking too much and got paranoid but can't blame me... hopefully i can sleep tonight. =(.

A new year, hopefully a new life.

2009-01-11T01:58:00.004+08:00

Last year 2008, life was pretty tough for me. Though i had friends around, but i was stress about something else. Other than studies, assignments, it was guys. Some are assholes, and some are just not meant to be. But i'm not upset about it, cause this is part of life. I always think that if we are not meant to be, then we are not and i'm okay with it.

What stressed me most was things going on in my home. I'm not really having problem at home, is just that i dont know why, last year i did not like staying at home. I always wanted to get out, i dont feel peaceful being at home.

This year 2009, hopefully that will change and things will be better. I really hope to be more focused in the things i wanna achieve.

For those who had a horrible year in 2008, hope you have a better one this year. =)

Rotting...

2009-01-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

Ok for the past few days, ive been rotting at home. So so boring! All i did was download my tv shows, watch them, eat, sleep, chat, and did some personality quizzes just to kill time.

Check out my results... hehe

1. What type of personality you have?
- Realistic Personality Type: You've got a pretty even-kneeled head on your shoulders. You're well-grounded & realistic. You dont really day dream or think about the future (unless you're planning ahead, of course). Actually you tend to find day dreaming & flightiness pretty annoying & pointless sometimes people get you confused for being pessimistic, but you know that you're just being real.

2. Which Gossip Girl character are you?
- Serena Van der Woodsen: Like Serena, people consider you as someone frivolous & hollow cause you're hot, have fashion skills & like to party. But that doesn't necessarily mean there's nothing more. Your personality: You're a good person.

3. How do you deal with Jerks?
- Punching them!!! Smooth...

That's about it!
Because ive been home so much, ive been eating alot as well. When coll starts, i'm gonna start dieting! Well it has already started but my results aren't out yet! Sigh... HELP said it'll be out on the 5th, waited there till like 2 something still no results. In the end is post poned to Thursday which is like today? Shit it's now! Omgggg!!! I'm terrified! =(

Walt Disney's Bedtime Stories

2009-01-06T02:56:00.003+08:00

I would say this movie was better than i expected. I expected it to be like Enchanted, but instead it was better. It was funny, and cute and interesting. You guys should watch this movie. I would rate this movie 7/10.

I miss You

2009-01-03T23:38:00.003+08:00

The other night i couldn't sleep.

So i took my phone and looked at my pictures.

Slowly... slowly i press next...next... next...

The latest pictures to the old ones.

Then i saw a few pictures,

a few pictures that caught my attention.

Gosh... i sure do miss you.... =(

i cant wait to have you back....

I miss youuu!

i miss you sooo sooo much.

I cant see you anymore, since you've been gone

i miss you my dear, darling, honey, sweetie.

i miss you my long hair.

New Year's Eve 08

2009-01-02T01:09:00.004+08:00

Things do not always go as we plan. On New Year's eve, my friends and i wanted to go Karaoke at SS2. Sadly it was full, so we ended up at Jaya 1 for drinks. Had conversations and played a game called "Chai Mui". Here are some pictures: Maya & James

Look at the difference... haha

Jonathan & I

Me, Sabrina & Maya

That's about it! Then later we went home, some of us went to eat. I waited for my nasi goreng kampung for pretty long, they forgot my rice! wth... oh well ended up i bought back to their place to eat. I rather eat facing the tv than people looking at me eating(since my friends were done eating).

Penang Trip Part 1

2008-12-31T16:13:00.008+08:00

I had a short trip to Penang with my friends on the 15th of December. Well they are from Penang, so it was like going back to their homes for them and holiday for me... Haha... There were total 6 of us in the car, imagine the long journey back. I was lucky to sit infront cause i cant sit behind for long journeys... i'll feel nausea, so yeah... the other 4 cramped back there. But it's okay because those 4 behind are skinny people. People always say, let the fat one sit infront, "raise hand".

Sabrina, Jon and I

When we reached, Sabrina had to go over to her good friend's house for dinner, his mum is cooking...=) home cooked food which i hardly get.

So yeah i followed her, since im staying with her and there's no one home. After dinner we met up with Randy, James and Jon. They brought me to this place, i cant remember the name but it's a nice place. You can eat, drink beer or just sit on those chairs and enjoy the sound of the waves and the wind blowing towards you.

Sabrina and Randy

James & Jonathan

He's the most spontaneous one when it comes to taking pictures.

Me and my darling... you know you love me... xoxo =)

Jon & I

There will be part 2 when i get my pictures from Randy. =)

Pot Luck

2008-12-31T15:56:00.003+08:00

On 23rd of December 2008, my friends from Penang decided to have a small gathering at their place. It was kind of like a Christmas celebration, however our dear friend Jonathan Lee a.k.a Goat was still in Penang. My friend Randy messaged him to inform him about this pot luck and asked him to return by then. Well Jon said he cant, but one thing that made us laugh was when he said "where you gonna find pot?".

I didn't manage to take many pics because some of them refused to let me take... *hints to Maya*.

That's about it! =)

Sick Christmas

2008-12-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

It's been sometime since i updated my blog. Well i've been waiting for my pictures from people so yeah... and sometimes its so irritating to upload pics here.

Anyways christmas is near... i mean in 2 days but i'm sick! Gosh i am suffering from flu and cough which makes me feel weak and my head heavy. Yesterday i went to get Christmas gifts, it was horrible to force my body to move but after a while i felt better. Now i'm at mamak with a few friends waiting for our other friends to finish work then we gonna have our "pot luck". i drank limau panas and now i'm sweating... which i think its good... sweat it all out.. hee hee...

but its really really hot!

just now when i was eating a little i could barely taste anything... now i feel a little difficult in breathing due to my block nose. I really hope that i recover asap or at least feel slightly better for christmas. =)

That's about it, how you guys have a wonderful and blessed christmas.

and pls ar.. dont take christmas as a reason to club. =)

A night in Jalan Kasah

2008-12-03T20:20:00.007+08:00

The pictures posted here are due to dares, and also for fun.

A visit to my Grandparents

2008-11-23T23:15:00.006+08:00

My Cousin and My sister

My Aunt and Mum (do we look alike? *shakes head*)

The grave stone

Kit Sang and Kit Fung

Haha random pictures

Vivian and I

Apple anyone?

Candid

2008-11-23T16:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, 22nd November 2008, i met up with my darlings again. =) Our plan was to go dinner, but suddenly they called and said wanna go Zouk. I was like "WHat??? I'm not dressed! And i'm wearing shorts!" So pathetic okay, luckily i wasn't wearing slipper. Zouk had some event, for OK magazine, my friend's sister is a celebrity, so she could bring us in. However, because we are ALL underage, we didnt manage to go in. Zouk supposedly is 21 and above, but this event alone is 23 and above. I was glad that we didn't manage to go in, why? Because.... look at what i'm wearing! I felt so embarrassed. =/.
Oh well, i was also starving! Haha so we went to SS2. First we went to Starbucks to pinjam tandas, then headed to Char Chan Teng. Took some random pictures.

Sean and Edmund

Edmund

So emo la edmund

My "boyfriend" and I

Lets do LALA!

Kevin

Kevin: It sucks man, taste like maggi mee

Joanna: It is maggi mee!

Edmund: Their Yong Chau fried rice quite nice

Joanna: *Taste it* The rice here sucks!

Edmund: Not bad what.

Joanna: My mom cooks about the same la, chatterbox better. =p

Haha!

AFter that we went starbucks, then they sent me home. =)

Back to Church

2008-11-23T16:18:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, 15 of November, i suddenly felt like going to YF. Sudden feeling... so i went there after work. It was around 6 something then, had CG then after that we went for dinner. There were many of us, but we had to split tables cause there are too many of us. We girls sat together. We all ate the same thing haha. We were at Nirwana's for pretty long, cause we were chatting and trying to finish up the food. But i think we left out the mutton in the end. Haha.

Sheng

Cheryl

Joanne

SCREW SCREW SCREW

2008-11-18T20:09:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SCREW THIS SHIT!

Shopping!

2008-11-17T01:50:00.007+08:00

The other day i met up with Sean, to jalan jalan abit before class. We went to many boutiques to try on clothes, well i was the one trying haha. So yeah, we first went to Blooke, erm didnt see anything i like so i left, went to Cats Whiskers. I found something i like and i bought it. Later on Sean and i went around looking for a nice skirt. It was raining so heavily gosh... we went to Little Black Book and i tried on this skirt. But it didn't really match the top.

Sean and I... hehe abit blur though...

After deciding where to go next, it was pouring outside! Ahh gosh... so we had to lepak at little black book for a while.

Candid pic... =)

Later we went to the DVD shops and other shops while waiting for the rain to stop. But that darn rain didnt wanna slow down, and we were so hungry so we went to Subway to eat, healthy what... hehe... so yeah went there ate then went to the boutique.

I was trying to quickly close the door to avoid him from capturing a picture but he manage to snap the picture. hehe..

Confused, Stress, Pressure

2008-11-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

3 in 1, how nice huh?

But the main thing that's bothering me now is confusion and stress... everyday when i wake up, i feel upset. Sigh, How i wish at least something can be settled and cooled off. I do not know how much more i can take it in. =(

Tuesday 4th Nov 08

2008-11-09T20:09:00.003+08:00

This is a really random post... but just here to share some fun times i have with my classmates that i met in degree. As some of the Help University College Students know, near Wisma Help, there's this shop called "Mailbox" i think. They sell all the stationary stuff, does printing and so on. So that time, Christine, Nelson and i were waiting for Sandra and Melanie to print their design assignment. While waiting we lepak around in the shop and outside. There are some chairs outside, probably not wanted ones? I dont know what are the chairs for but they are like office chairs. So yeah we went to sit there a while and sway here and there abit. Sandra was with us too. So we took some pictures, however Sandra didnt want to take a pic... hmm...

Christineeee... she's really cute... =)

Nelson...

3 of us, playing around

Blady 10% assignment

2008-11-06T20:31:00.004+08:00

Okay i know it is my responsibility to know about my college work. But this time i really forgot! On Sunday, i was thinking "what other assignments do i have? ah yes... presentations only and Design". The mass comm individual assignment did not come into my thoughts at all!

Then on Tuesday before class, my friends were talking about the individual assignment. That when i went "oh shit".

So on Tuesday after class, i went to Fish & Co and did my work there. How nice, all the effort i put for Tuesday evening and Wednesday morning was WASTED! Because i am not allowed to get information from www.wikipedia.com. The thing is, wikipedia has so much information!! Oh well... at 10pm, i have already done 3 medias. After Adrian told me about the "no wikipedia", i had to redo. Surprisingly when i was re-doing i was pretty calmed and relaxed. Because of that i manage to concentrate and do my work better if i were to compare with afternoon's mood. So yeah i did from 1030pm until 530am, and i did about 17 pages including the reference list. Yup, no sleep but this is common among students. At around 5 am, i could still chit chat on the phone for a while. =p Then my friend helped me out with the referencing....

Thanks Jason! and i sure do miss you. =)

SO yeah... at around 6am i got ready and went to college. I went to college, went for the boring class, and went to print my assignment. Blady hell, 80 cents per page for printing. But then again i have no choice. So in total i spent about 16 bucks for this assignment. And the best part, it's only 10%!!! At least my design was better, 20% although is 17 bucks. so yeah... then later on i went to meet up with Michael to pass him his surveys. Went lunch with him, Sharon and my dearest darling.... Kevin... *wink wink* haha..

After that went straight home, quickly changed and slept. I remember while i was on the way home i was really sleeping in the taxi that i didnt feel like waking up. And i set my alarm at 3pm but i couldnt hear the alarm! Luckily Randy kept calling till i woke up... hehe thanks Randy.... =)

So yeah i rushed to work and now im at work. I have to prepare slides for my presentation but i think i wanna take off for today from assignments. 7 hours straight of doing assignment is no fun.

Inai/Hanna

2008-11-02T15:27:00.003+08:00

The other day while i was walking to the bus stop to main block with my friends, i saw this lady doing inai/hanna for people. I wanted to do one so i did, after all it's only 5 bucks. =)

The lady said the colour will take about 8 hours or so to really stand out. So here's the pic...

The next day when i saw it, it was darker.

Anyhow... while i was at work, Jovy came by to visit since he was at bangsar... and he doesnt come bangsar as often as i do =p. I made him take pictures with me, but heeeeeeee refused to take... but yet can pose till like that...

Yam Seng!

2008-11-02T14:59:00.006+08:00

On Friday, we went to "celebrate" Halloween. =p So called celebrate, cause we didnt dress up as anyone or anything, but we did hang out. At first Randy wanted to go ou for beer fiesta i think. Something about 1 buck per bottle of beer. But when we reached there the beer were almost gone and there were many people for a small place like that. The floor was wet and ewww... Then Randy suggested we go somewhere and drink beer. So okay we went to some bar that only serves beer and only Carlsberg? WTh? Oh well... We didn't drink till drunk or anything, it was more like drinking a few glasses of water. The only difference is this water taste bitter and gassy. We didn't just drink and stone and chat. Instead we played a game called up/down and we added some stuff into the game. Pretty fun, but gotta have good memory for this game. I have a bad memory so i wasn't very good at it. There's this part where we gotta pose lala... and i only manage to capture these pics so here it is.

More pics to come... =)

I need You

2008-10-29T19:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do,
I feel so confused,
Every morning when i wake up,
I get this weird feeling inside me,
Rather a confused feeling

I don't know what im thinking
i don't know what im doing
Sometimes is it wrong to just follow your heart?
Or is it better to always have things hard?

Sigh, what a life,
Everyone tries hard to make life good
But i instead, just follow my mood,
I feel so confused! I feel like screaming!
With all this problems im going through
I definitely need You.

Area Magazine

2008-10-29T14:19:00.003+08:00

Okay this was really random, i was just on my way to Spinky when this guy came up to me. To ask me some stuff and bla bla bla...then later on i bumped into Arthur and Abu. So i greet them and chat chat a little. Suddenly Arthur said he wants my picture... i was like "huh?"

Since i'm a nice friend (haha) i let him take. At first when Abu said it's for a magazine i didn't believe. I mean for what? Okay i admit, i suck in posing (im shy okay!). Furthermore it was at the hallway, where everyone is passing by. I felt a little uncomfortable though.

Then few days later, one of my friend told me he saw me in the magazine. I asked what mag and he asid Area Magazine. It's a free mag that only around The Curve, DJ or DU area are available i think. So my friend took the picture of the magazine and sent it to me.

High School Musical 3

2008-10-29T13:01:00.004+08:00

I was really excited to watch this movie. When i was in the cinema, and when the movie started, you had no idea what i did and im not telling you. That monkey of mine ended up laughing like a monkey.

This movie i would say it's not bad. It is pretty funny too. However, i feel unhappy after watching the movie, maybe because i know they'll be separated? I don't know... you guys go watch! But i love the dancing, the dance moves were GREAT!

After movie i went to meet up with James and Jon, for supper. Something funny happened.

That Randy, light cig also dont know how to hold the lighter properly. I understand, monkey hands what. =p

My Friends from Penang.

James (My Dear)

Jonathan (My Cute Guy)

Randy (My Monkey)

Fun Tuesday

2008-10-29T01:26:00.003+08:00

My Tuesdays are not usually fun. Well maybe it's because i have to wake up darn early for class. I had class at 8am this morning, and as usual, i was late. =p i left my house at 8.15am. At first i wanted to skip cause i woke up at 7.45am and i thought i couldnt make it. But my mom suggested to just go for it, so i did. When i reached coll, it was 45 minutes late. I met Si Yan outside of class and i was asking her if i should go in. She said just go in, at first i didn't feel that it will be nice to enter class at that time, but she said it's alright. Knowing me, i will feel darn guilty if i skip that class, so i just went in and thank God she didn't say anything.

Class ended early because my lecturer taught the wrong chapter. This morning she was supposed to cover chapter 13 and 14, but she started off with 14 first. And 14 has pretty much of 13 so she let us out early. Jia Liang, Nelson, Christine, Reshma and i decided to go bangsar for breakfast. We had either Nirwana or Devis in mind. However when we reach there, they were closed for Deepavali. One of them then suggested to go hartamas, we went to Old Town. I wasnt feeling very hungry then so i ate very little. After that we went to this restaurant like few shops away. They basically serve burgers like Ramli burgers just that it's more expensive. I like that restaurant, because it has many mirrors... haha!

After eating we headed back to college. We were 30 minutes early so we headed to DSA at wisma to foos. Nelson and i foosed at this table that was "cacat". LAzy to explain how it was, but it was screwed up, anyhow we did have fun. =) Then we headed to class and sat behind, while there are presentations at the front. Obviously we didn't pay much attention, but talked alot and i think we talked a little too loud. =p

Nelson being the typical him.

Me, trying to be lala

The girls that kept laughing for dono what reason

I think she's cute.

Me, Nelson

After our class, i went to eat lunch with the girls... excluding Nelson =p. We had a good time talking and laughing and teasing Sandra (winks to Sandra). After that i went for my survey for Nescafe and i got my RM100! =p

BoA - Eat You Up

2008-10-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

Boa's english song is finally out! Check it out! It sounds pretty weird at the verse but that chorus is good. =) Enjoy...

American Version

Asia Version

Monkey Friend

2008-10-25T19:06:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when we have such a good friend we tend to want to express it out. Well my good friend is a monkey. He's so so hyperactive that you can disturb him. He's also very nice that you may slap him a thousand times and he wont slap you back Wanna try? Let me know! =)

Life

2008-10-20T22:46:00.003+08:00

Lately, i have not been feeling very happy. No doubt at times i laugh, when i hang out with my friends and all. But at the end of the day, something is just missing and i have no idea what is it. Is it stress that's causing me to feel this way? Or is there something that's really missing in my life? I have my dear friends, and they are great. I hang out with them, i laugh bla bla bla, but once i reach home, things are just different.

Sometimes when things get sour, i try to smile to myself. Sometimes by just smilling, as crazy as it sound, does make me feel better. OF course there might be tears running down on your cheeks but you will somehow just feel good after that.

Life is never perfect, which means there are ups and downs. If life is so perfect, then its not life. We should make the best out of it. No matter how painful it is at times, we have to be strong and take it as a challenge. Go on emo-ing cause that's experience. =)

So from now on, when you feel that life sucks, and you rather die and all those crap, think of it this way. If life is always so perfect, and always go the way you want it, wont it be boring? Life would be so predictable, because you'll know, no matter what happens things will go your way. If i had a choice to choose between those 2 types of life, i rather choose the one with challenge. Cause then only, you can learn from your mistakes and be more experienced. In conclusion, life would be much more interesting.

Abnormal Way of Love

2008-10-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

This is a video made by my friend MJ. We love to do this kind of stuff so enjoy. He is the one that put this video together.

Hope you enjoy it! =)

2008-10-14T01:37:00.001+08:00

Gosh i cant take it! Ahhh... so many assignments... and i strongly believe i cant drop LLS101... great i have to go through with this!

O God please help me!

Chill chill...breatheee..... relaxx.... ahhh i cant i wanna cry! =(

Stresss....x3

2008-10-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

When i realise i have alot of assignments, and a quiz to catch up on, i stressed. The best part was i tried to calm down and not stress about it. How great the next morning when i woke up my mom kept nagging and nagging and nagging till i couldn't take it anymore. I broke down in silence, and tried to be calm then went back to sleep. Later on when i got up i was feeling a lil depressed. The worst part was on Thursday 9 of oct, my grandmother passed away in the morning. That added pressure on me that i broke down again. I dont know if i were crying because of stress? or was it because of my grandmother? I think its both. All i had in mind that time was "shit... i have so many assignments and all, but i have to mourn, how am i gonna do this?" But i dont have a choice do i? So went to college to do my quiz and had lunch at Bangsar village(Nelson's bday). After lunch i went to see my pet monkey for a while before i headed home.

Now... back to the topic, STRESSS....

I have 6 assignments to due by this coming Friday. But IF i can drop LLS, then there'll only be 2 assignments to due by this coming Friday. O God, please make it possible for me to drop *PRAYS*. Well tomoro i'll be going to college to check... HOPEFULLY i can drop. Sigh... I have my reasons why i wanna drop so don't question me.

Puchong

2008-10-01T02:44:00.002+08:00

My free lance office is at Puchong, this was my second time there. The first time, i had really nice friends that were willing to send me ALL THE WAY to Puchong. Not knowing the way they wouldn't mind finding. Thanks guys =).

Anyways i was told to take U70 bus to Puchong and stop opposite ioi mall. So i did, but gosh i do not know why the bus stop at somewhere near Pasar Seni. Basically everyone has to get down then go back up again on the same bus. Well at first i didnt know so i stood somewhere and waited for another bus. While waiting this fella talked to me, he said hi. So like duh any girl would just ignore. Then i walk further away to look out for bus. Scary as it is, that guy approached me. He said some stuff la and erm chatted with me a little. Later on he asked for my number and stuff. I didn't give my number, but i took down his. He's from somewhere i forgot, i think Africa, but i was really intimidated. I was stupid enough to give him my real email address, because i was too scared till my brain couldnt fake one. He begged me to call him but i said i'll msg him. Until today i dont bother. HEhe he then added me on msn and facebook. I'm really scared of him right now. Oh well later on he asked me for a drink but i said i was in rush, he didnt believe. So i said i am waiting for the bus then he left me alone. I was so scared that i called my friend.

Later on went on the bus, and about 20 to 30 minutes later i reached Puchong. Went for a short briefing and my darling cousin gave me a ride back to bangsar. Then went to Fish and co for a while and erm later on went out for supper around 11 to 12.

Happy Birthday Terry!

2008-09-29T03:14:00.003+08:00

After the long hours in hospital, we went home. While waiting for Evan, i watch tv and basically he took some time to come. After he reached, we went off to meet his friend, cause his friend doesnt know the way or somethimg. But i got to tell you, i hate sitting in the car doing nothing, especially if i have to sit there for long or if the journey is long. zzzz it kills! ahah.. So we reached the park and we had our bbq. Due to the gas drinks, i got full fast. We all chatted and laughed and even had champagne.

After blowing the cake and seeing Terry getting whacked for his bday, we headed to hartamas square for shisha. And then we went home and now im home! I'm so lazy to blog now haha kinda tired. I have to be at puchong tomoro at 2pm and i do not know how in the world am i gonna get there and find the place. It's pretty confusing. Other than that i have like 2 assignments from mc100, 1 from design and i was told to start on both of my group assignments as well. Not to forget my quiz for mc100 which includes chapter 1 to 10 blady hell. God bless me la... furthermore my grandma is like in the hospital, sigh... hope everything goes well. =/

But then again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRY!

2008-09-29T02:54:00.003+08:00

Well it wasnt really long since i woke up at 2pm. I remember how i woke up too, thanks to that emo boy Edmund I was in my dreamland, i cant remember what i dreamt about but i can assure you that it was a good dream. So our conversastion was like this:

J: What you want?

E: Hi emo girl, sleeping ar?

J: Ya..

E: Omg pig la you, got miss me or not?

J: Misss...

E: Eh wake up la i want to talk to you

J: Talk la

E: Eh tonight you want to go out or not?

J: Cannot la i got assignments and all to do.

E: Aiyo you arr... are you going back to sleep?

J: YEsss
E: Terrible la you...

then the rest i cant remember, but i know there was a bye from both of us. haha.

So yeah, i finally woke up later on, had my brunch or lunch. Tried to go online but unfortunately i couldnt. Something was wrong with the connection i suppose? Then got ready to go church. While i was in the shower, my mom said we are going to the hospital, my grandmother wanted to see her 4 sons. So i quickly showered and we rushed to the hospital. She told them what she wanted to and we just sat at the hospital later. While sititng and just waiting, i chit chatted with 2 of my cousins, Vivian and Kit Fung. We talked about stuff and took songs from the phones and even cam whored a little.

Later on went home and waited for Evan.

Reunion with KLBS

2008-09-29T02:44:00.003+08:00

Well it's been sometime that i actually hung out with the klbs and friends, and i did miss them. I cant remember which day, but i think it was a monday... probably 22nd of sept? or prob the week before ahha i met up with the klbs for lunch, before class. Just some random pictures.

Evan, Jackson, Terry, Ryan, Weiyi and one more guy i dont know how to spell his name were there. However i didnt manage to capture all of their pictures.

Fantasy Fire

2008-09-19T15:01:00.008+08:00

Yesterday i went for this Beauty Expo competiton. My friend's friend was the make up artist. Not much to say about it except it was really tiring... I had to stand for so long and i kinda puasa-ed with the muslims. There'll be people taking your pictures one after another, so basically you gotta kept posing for them. Now i know how celebrities feel... oh well here are some pictures taken by my friend but there'll be more to come.

The Beginning, foundation, clothing and hairdo.

Other contestants and models preparing.

The stage

Make up time.

She's done, now re-adjusting the clothes. There were lights on my hair and skirt! Just like red christmas tree.

He was the only male make up artist, but he made it to the top 10.

Yi Ling and Joe Ee

2008-09-19T15:01:00.002+08:00

On Wed, 17 of September i went to Whimsical Articles to visit my special friend, Michael. I planned to study there but end up i only study that little bit. I knew i cant study with you around Michael, cause you cant stop talking. Oh well i went to visit him, then he took my sunglasses and tried it on.

Look at this fella.

Oh well then we went on chatting... bla bla bla... then i cant remember but he said something... then he mentioned about my IC and asked for it. I thought i showed everyone my IC already... i mean my close friends... lol... so yeah i showed him and he couldnt believe that it was me. He later on insisted on taking a pictre.

Do i look that different? You be the judge.

What a monday...

2008-09-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

I had class at 2pm today, but i was forced to wake up at 830am because i had to go to the hospital. I was having such a nice dream ya know? Anyways my mum and i left the house at around 10am. Went there, had my blood test. While waiting for the results, i went to print my assignment, then went to get some groceries at TMC. While i was at TMC i thought i saw a guy, really familiar looking. I think he's Evan's friend... well i think haha. After that we headed back to the hospital and headed to college. Waited for Nelson in the lab, then went to print his stuff and went to play foos. First time in my life i play foos till i sweat. =.=

Oh well went for class. Class wasnt boring today because we had some videos to watch. Really nice haha... i kinda enjoy intro to design. After class i went to bangsar, to window shop. I was looking for a bigger bag actually... but couldn't find any that i like with a reasonable price. =( But i did buy something haha... o gosh gotta save money and eat less now.

After that i headed to work, it was a really cold day, i was shivering in the shop, so i went to see Minh, her shop is warmer. I was there for pretty long. When i went back, Rajev suddenly came, what a surprise to see him... =) Good to see you Jev. OH yes and he said that guard was waiting outside of the shop for very long. Shit la im gonna get scolding soon so i shall stop all that.

After work i waited for cab. Oh gosh, and guess what? I bumped into that same driver... the one that watches tv while driving, stupid freak. Luckily he didn't accept me in cause i wouldnt wanna be in his car. While waiting... and waiting... and waiting... this fat lady suddenly cut my line, blady bitch. In my mind i was hoping that she would get bang by car or something. But of course, i calmed down and just prayed. Thank God, just when a cab is coming she looked away. When the cab stopped she was about to take the cab, what a bitch right? Blady fat bitch... ahh i feel so annoyed. But luckily i was faster hehe... so yeah now im back home and i have class at 8am tomoro... zzz. That's all for now... =)

another idiotic driver.

2008-09-14T21:46:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with taxi drivers now a days? First was that previous post, and the next day something happened again. I was looking for taxi after work. A cab stopped so i got in. I realise he was driving very very slow, especially going up hill. Reasons? Cause he was watching tv. He has a small television built in his taxi! Goodness and especially going up hill, he drove so slow that even if i walk i'm faster! Oh well he's the driver, there's nothing i can do, better be safe than sorry.

Then when i was about to reach home, i told him stop infront there. All he did was putting his hand to the back when the cab has not even stop yet. He was waiting for his money.... goodness i hate this kind of attitude. If your ego too high then dont drive taxi la, if u have no choice but to drive taxi then live with it uncle.

Stupid taxi driver

2008-09-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

Gosh... on tuesday, i was leaving for salsa. I was walking up that short hill when i saw a cab stopped there. No idea what was it doing there but you cant just simply stop there. So i opened the door and told him my destination. He said METER PLUS 2 Bucks... i was like wth? NO?

So i continued walking... before i turn to my left he honked me. I looked back, i saw him calling me so i went. He asked me to get in so i did... While on the way there, he drove really fast... i dont know what was his problem... if he was trying to scare me, he failed cause i've sat in faster cars before.

When i reached at my destination, the meter showed 6 bucks. I gave him 10. Then he said he has no change, only 2 bucks... i was like whatever la... i know he was trying to con me but i cant do anything because he's the driver and he's a man! So better safe than sorry i just took the blady 2 bucks and headed for salsa.

Ahh

2008-08-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

AHhh.. great... degree is so confusing, especially with the grouping. There's no list of electives provided.. how am i supposed to know what are the electives i can take? Ahhh... i hate this... and this is a long sem and i only have 3 subjects... i dont wanna waste my time. =(

Ahhh... electives are like from different website as well... and some subjects are oni offered later on... what is this la? ISh hopefully by tomoro everything can be settled. =/

Pamela - Searching for you

2008-08-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

Hey my friend wrote and sang this song... and i thought it was pretty good... her singing especially. Check it out. =)

Hyolee - Anystar

2008-08-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

I really like the story line of this video... enjoy... =)

my holidays

2008-08-23T01:25:00.008+08:00

Since i finished my finals, i had fever, then got admitted. So basically i didnt really have many holidays. Furthermore, my intake was on the 13 of August (while i was in the hospital). So since i got discharged, ive been going out. However i'm supposed to stay at home and rest more according to the doctor. But knowing me i cant do that! Haha so i enjoyed my last few days of holidays by going out with friends. IT doesnt matter to yum cha or what, as long i'm out of the house! Lets see, this week.... i didn't really go out, except for Tuesday, i went to college to enrol my subjects and Wed had classes. Thursday i had class at 8 but i didnt go cause lazy haha... but in the evening i went out

I went out with Farid to bangsar to just lepak... had our maggi goreng then went for shopping. Bought my hair dye... gonna dye it this colour, but i doubt it'll turn out this nice haha like duh!

Anyways after that we went jalan abit more and went to my bookstore. Met up with Edmund for a while, we were talking about the results coming out and stuff... gosh that moment was horrifying. Anyways after that went to baskin robbins, chat abit then headed home. While we were on the way home, Farid and i were talking about ghosts haha... ok i shall say no more about that... scared.

So yes... that's day 1... day 2 of my holiday, i went to watch movie! After getting the good new about my results i need to go out and celebrate a little man!

So the next day i went to watch movie with Justin, we watch "Death Race" and i would say its a pretty nice movie. Well i liked it. =) i really did! It's pretty good, you guys should go catch it

After the movie, we headed to bangsar for dinner. Went to fish and chips and i like my pasta... tasted really good. Either that or i was hungry haha... his pasta was good too. Anyways after eating we went to visit my girlfriend. Supposed to teman her at work but i was supposed to buy a jacket as well. So we went to little black book. I ended up buying more than i should. Lol... Here are some pics of me playing around.

I saw the sunglasses so i tried them for fun haha...

dint get them dont worry. =)

Later on in the car i cam whored a lil, i on Justin's car light so i supposed the cars everywhere cud see us haha... =p

So then after that i went home. I bought a jacket, a purse and a skirt today! Gosh i need to work more... so broke now... =/ Of course every girl wh en they head home they go to the room and try on their new stuff...:p not sure if every girl does it but i do! Hahah..

and no its not my room.

Goneeee...

2008-08-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

He's goneee... =( i was really hoping to spend one last time with him before he leaves to U.S.. Gosh all the denggi's fault.... it's so weird... we usually tend to miss our dear friends when they are actually no longer near us. But yeah i''ll be seein him online i hope... who knows what will happen in 2 years time huh? it can be pretty interesting too... =) Oh well Jason, hope you have a great time studying there and have fun at the same time, dont be a nerd... =p Same goes for ming! =) Take care u all! =)

sick days

2008-08-18T14:15:00.002+08:00

Never knew that getting denggi is so horrible. My symptoms were vomiting... well not sure if its cause of the denggi or my gastric, but it sure hurts. I could barely sit up, everytime i sit up on the bed or couch i'll start feeling giddy and need to lie back down. My fever kept going up and down for 3 days until on Tuesday night when my fever went up to 39.1.... my mom decided to get me admitted. I remember i blacked out few times and i could barely walk.

So yeah reached to the hospital, the nurse checked my temperature and put me on drip. This is the first time in life i experience so many needles. I had to take blood everyday... even the nurse said kesian. Anyway the first day at the hospital, Ser Minh, Ed and Sean Ooi came to visit... we just chat and stuff.. they are really funny people... haha... and so thoughtful of my mother in law to call... *hints to end*.

Then on Friday night my YF friends came.. (Li San, Ying ying, Winston, and Ben NG) they prayed over me. =) Sunday was the day i was discharged... my dear KLBS came to my hse bringing roti canai... haha i was craving to eat tht, actually i craved to eat many types of food... the food that i cant eat. Like now... i feel like eating mcds hahah.. i think i even dreamt abt eating KFC. But sadly it was just a dream... now im lying here feeling really restless and tired... i couldnt stand for long too... gosh this feeling sucks...

Another thing is my intake was aug 13
i wonder if i still can register now... i hope i can... =(. Gotta head to coll one of these days to settle.....
Other than me getting sick... i've been a little upset... personal problems haiz hopefully it'll go away soon. thats all for now..

SIck

2008-08-10T16:02:00.002+08:00

Great... when exam is finally over, i'm here suffering from high fever. Some of you may be wondering... "aren't you sick? what are you doing blogging?".. well i cant be sleeping forever. Besides i'm sick of sleeping, i feel that sleeping doesn't make me feel any better at all... instead worse. Oh yes thanks Mike for the sms... =) Yea i've gone through so much at once, it was suffocating... i suffered for 2 weeks then when exams are finally over i had a terrible break down. But life goes on so yeah... =) May seem hard now but will be better later. So my psychologist and my "boyfriend" you guys know who you are... *hint hint* and know what you guys should do since you guys are on holiday! Hehe...

GOsh i hope i get well asap i wanna head to college to do some stuff...

Now what i'm sick i feel like eating alot of food that i'm not supposed to eat or drink. I feel like drinking juices, eating french toast, eating pizza, drinking something cold... ahhh... i hope i get well soon. My temperature was 37.5 and dropped to 36.8. Hopefull it doesn't go back up.. Ahh my head hurts.... =/ Thats abt it for now... tata...

1 week

2008-08-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

It's over... the days and weeks of stress... pain.... sadness....

well the exams are over... but i'm more in pain. no doubt this is part of life.... i understand that, the question is am i able to take it? day 1... i couldnt.... and today is day 1. in a way im glad it's over as i feel there'll be problem in the future... but im just not0 ready to let go, but i know i will... one fine day, that's when my life will be better. i know it will. =)

i shall give myself a week.

Boa boa boa

2008-08-06T16:55:00.001+08:00

Just wanna share with you with one of my favourite song from Boa, Love Letter. =) She looks pretty here too. =)

2008-08-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm back! Back to express more cause i feel good after doing so. =)

My prob for today is, i feel tired... really tired.. due to exams... other than that i feel fed up...

Who Am I?

2008-08-04T00:08:00.006+08:00

I was chatting the other night, when Jenn Ming talked to me on MSN. He said he went to my blog and saw all this encouraging songs that he wanted to share one with me. I love the song, and i really wanna thank you Jenn Ming for the song. =) Whenever i listen to this song, i feel good, i feel secure and touched. I feel that no matter what happens in life, i'm never alone, and that's true. Here's the lyrics to the song:

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again

Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.

Chorus:

I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow.

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,

You told me who I am.

I am yours. I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?

Whom shall I fear? '

Cuz I am yours.

I am yours.

Someone's watching over me.

2008-08-01T14:05:00.002+08:00

Recently, i was watching television, and i came across this movie called "Raise Your Voice". I got to say i enjoyed the movie. I like movies that's music related. Certain ones, especially dancing and singing. Hilary Duff was the star in that movie, and for the last performance of the show, she performed one of her songs from her album. When i heard that song i thought it was really nice, lyrics and the melody. So i looked for it and started listening to it daily. Now, this very morning, that song is stuck in my head.

I found myself today

Oh,I found myself And ran away

But something pulled me back

Voice of reasonI forgot I had

All I know is you're not here to say

But you always used to say

And it's written in the sky tonight

[Chorus]

So I won't give up

No, I wont break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light

And it's shining on my destiny

Shining all the time

And I won't be afraid

To follow everywhere it's taking me

All I know is yesterday is gone

And right now I belong

To this moment

To my dreams

[Chorus]

It doesn't matter what people say

And it doesn't matter how long it takes

Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are

Be true to yourself

And follow your heart

[Chorus]

So I won't give up

No, I wont break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strongEven if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I wont give up

No, I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That someone's watching over,

Someone's watching over,

Someone's watching over me

Ohohohohohohoho

Someone's watching over me

*hope you guys would like it.*

2008-07-31T22:55:00.006+08:00

30/7/08

Today i went to college because i thought i should go since it's the last week before finals. So yeah i left my house at 10.45 am and wow miracle, i manage to reach to class on time. Saw that Edmund... so yeah we just did some work, and chatted with my girlfriend Ser Minh.

After class we went to check our final results before finals. I didn't do very well, therefore i gotta work hard for finals... however im not doing so. =( AFter that we went to BZ cafe to eat. AS usual i ordered my chinese fried rice, no vegetable, + chilli padi-asing. Before i could finish my sentence, the waiter finished it for me. Haha... while waiting for food, i was a little bored so i started taking pictures! Haha im so predictable that Sarah said "she's gonna post it on her blog."

My darling, looking so sweet and adorable as always.

Edmund, looking emo... emo king!

Teik Lye, hmm what to say? Sarcastic as usual, always insult me only.

Sarah, cute and funny.

Anyways after eating, we went to collect our docket. After that i headed to work, well that's all for today.

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31/07/08

When i woke up, i was darn tired to get my body off the bed and head to the showers, therefore i went back to sleep. Haha basically i skipped my morning human com class and planned to go for the tutorial later. I woke up around 11, had my breakfast, watched my show "it started with a kiss 2" i love that series. AFter that i headed to the showers, luckily i was only changing when my darling called, She said she's not going to tutorial so i also lazy la. Instead i continue watching my drama then later on went to Mcds to study.

I had this for my lunch! It's actually spicy beef foldover, wrong packaging haha.

STudying human com... so hardworking eh? =p (think only studied 1 chapter =p)

I tell u ar,,, i write until no space to write ady.

Anyways after that went to see my darling Ser Minh at work, =) teman her till 9.30pm and now i'm home! Came home, felt like sweating so i danced and yeap sweating feels good when you're unhappy, stress, or angry. So that's about it!

Finals!

2008-07-29T15:18:00.003+08:00

Ahh i need inspiration! Give me inspiration someone! My exams are like next Tuesday but i'm not ready! So far away from READY! My business paper is next tuesday and i have 4 more chapters to read... as in 4 new chapters. My marketing is on thursday and i have 7 chapters to go! Human com last day(as usual) i have 6 chapters to go. I really really really need inspiration now. Gosh im going to be a nerd from today onwards! (always plan that but never lasts). Hopefully this time it will last till my exams are over. Okay from 4pm onwards im gonna be a nerd! Nerdie Jo... Wish me luck on that. Cheers!

*but that doesn't mean i cant go out =p*