Ahh

AHhh.. great... degree is so confusing, especially with the grouping. There's no list of electives provided.. how am i supposed to know what are the electives i can take? Ahhh... i hate this... and this is a long sem and i only have 3 subjects... i dont wanna waste my time. =(

Ahhh... electives are like from different website as well... and some subjects are oni offered later on... what is this la? ISh hopefully by tomoro everything can be settled. =/

Pamela - Searching for you

Hey my friend wrote and sang this song... and i thought it was pretty good... her singing especially. Check it out. =)

Hyolee - Anystar

I really like the story line of this video... enjoy... =)

my holidays

Since i finished my finals, i had fever, then got admitted. So basically i didnt really have many holidays. Furthermore, my intake was on the 13 of August (while i was in the hospital). So since i got discharged, ive been going out. However i'm supposed to stay at home and rest more according to the doctor. But knowing me i cant do that! Haha so i enjoyed my last few days of holidays by going out with friends. IT doesnt matter to yum cha or what, as long i'm out of the house! Lets see, this week.... i didn't really go out, except for Tuesday, i went to college to enrol my subjects and Wed had classes. Thursday i had class at 8 but i didnt go cause lazy haha... but in the evening i went out

I went out with Farid to bangsar to just lepak... had our maggi goreng then went for shopping. Bought my hair dye... gonna dye it this colour, but i doubt it'll turn out this nice haha like duh!

Anyways after that we went jalan abit more and went to my bookstore. Met up with Edmund for a while, we were talking about the results coming out and stuff... gosh that moment was horrifying. Anyways after that went to baskin robbins, chat abit then headed home. While we were on the way home, Farid and i were talking about ghosts haha... ok i shall say no more about that... scared.

So yes... that's day 1... day 2 of my holiday, i went to watch movie! After getting the good new about my results i need to go out and celebrate a little man!

So the next day i went to watch movie with Justin, we watch "Death Race" and i would say its a pretty nice movie. Well i liked it. =) i really did! It's pretty good, you guys should go catch it

After the movie, we headed to bangsar for dinner. Went to fish and chips and i like my pasta... tasted really good. Either that or i was hungry haha... his pasta was good too. Anyways after eating we went to visit my girlfriend. Supposed to teman her at work but i was supposed to buy a jacket as well. So we went to little black book. I ended up buying more than i should. Lol... Here are some pics of me playing around.

I saw the sunglasses so i tried them for fun haha...

dint get them dont worry. =)

Later on in the car i cam whored a lil, i on Justin's car light so i supposed the cars everywhere cud see us haha... =p

So then after that i went home. I bought a jacket, a purse and a skirt today! Gosh i need to work more... so broke now... =/ Of course every girl wh en they head home they go to the room and try on their new stuff...:p not sure if every girl does it but i do! Hahah..

and no its not my room.

Goneeee...

He's goneee... =( i was really hoping to spend one last time with him before he leaves to U.S.. Gosh all the denggi's fault.... it's so weird... we usually tend to miss our dear friends when they are actually no longer near us. But yeah i''ll be seein him online i hope... who knows what will happen in 2 years time huh? it can be pretty interesting too... =) Oh well Jason, hope you have a great time studying there and have fun at the same time, dont be a nerd... =p Same goes for ming! =) Take care u all! =)

sick days

Never knew that getting denggi is so horrible. My symptoms were vomiting... well not sure if its cause of the denggi or my gastric, but it sure hurts. I could barely sit up, everytime i sit up on the bed or couch i'll start feeling giddy and need to lie back down. My fever kept going up and down for 3 days until on Tuesday night when my fever went up to 39.1.... my mom decided to get me admitted. I remember i blacked out few times and i could barely walk.

So yeah reached to the hospital, the nurse checked my temperature and put me on drip. This is the first time in life i experience so many needles. I had to take blood everyday... even the nurse said kesian. Anyway the first day at the hospital, Ser Minh, Ed and Sean Ooi came to visit... we just chat and stuff.. they are really funny people... haha... and so thoughtful of my mother in law to call... *hints to end*.

Then on Friday night my YF friends came.. (Li San, Ying ying, Winston, and Ben NG) they prayed over me. =) Sunday was the day i was discharged... my dear KLBS came to my hse bringing roti canai... haha i was craving to eat tht, actually i craved to eat many types of food... the food that i cant eat. Like now... i feel like eating mcds hahah.. i think i even dreamt abt eating KFC. But sadly it was just a dream... now im lying here feeling really restless and tired... i couldnt stand for long too... gosh this feeling sucks...

Another thing is my intake was aug 13
i wonder if i still can register now... i hope i can... =(. Gotta head to coll one of these days to settle.....
Other than me getting sick... i've been a little upset... personal problems haiz hopefully it'll go away soon. thats all for now..

SIck

Great... when exam is finally over, i'm here suffering from high fever. Some of you may be wondering... "aren't you sick? what are you doing blogging?".. well i cant be sleeping forever. Besides i'm sick of sleeping, i feel that sleeping doesn't make me feel any better at all... instead worse. Oh yes thanks Mike for the sms... =) Yea i've gone through so much at once, it was suffocating... i suffered for 2 weeks then when exams are finally over i had a terrible break down. But life goes on so yeah... =) May seem hard now but will be better later. So my psychologist and my "boyfriend" you guys know who you are... *hint hint* and know what you guys should do since you guys are on holiday! Hehe...

GOsh i hope i get well asap i wanna head to college to do some stuff...

Now what i'm sick i feel like eating alot of food that i'm not supposed to eat or drink. I feel like drinking juices, eating french toast, eating pizza, drinking something cold... ahhh... i hope i get well soon. My temperature was 37.5 and dropped to 36.8. Hopefull it doesn't go back up.. Ahh my head hurts.... =/ Thats abt it for now... tata...

1 week

It's over... the days and weeks of stress... pain.... sadness....

well the exams are over... but i'm more in pain. no doubt this is part of life.... i understand that, the question is am i able to take it? day 1... i couldnt.... and today is day 1. in a way im glad it's over as i feel there'll be problem in the future... but im just not0 ready to let go, but i know i will... one fine day, that's when my life will be better. i know it will. =)

i shall give myself a week.

Boa boa boa

Just wanna share with you with one of my favourite song from Boa, Love Letter. =) She looks pretty here too. =)

I'm back! Back to express more cause i feel good after doing so. =)

My prob for today is, i feel tired... really tired.. due to exams... other than that i feel fed up...

Who Am I?

I was chatting the other night, when Jenn Ming talked to me on MSN. He said he went to my blog and saw all this encouraging songs that he wanted to share one with me. I love the song, and i really wanna thank you Jenn Ming for the song. =) Whenever i listen to this song, i feel good, i feel secure and touched. I feel that no matter what happens in life, i'm never alone, and that's true. Here's the lyrics to the song:




Casting Crowns - Who Am I


Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again

Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.

Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.

Chorus:

I am a flower quickly fading,

Here today and gone tomorrow.

A wave tossed in the ocean,

A vapor in the wind.

Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,

You told me who I am.

I am yours. I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?

Whom shall I fear? '

Cuz I am yours.

I am yours.

Someone's watching over me.

Recently, i was watching television, and i came across this movie called "Raise Your Voice". I got to say i enjoyed the movie. I like movies that's music related. Certain ones, especially dancing and singing. Hilary Duff was the star in that movie, and for the last performance of the show, she performed one of her songs from her album. When i heard that song i thought it was really nice, lyrics and the melody. So i looked for it and started listening to it daily. Now, this very morning, that song is stuck in my head.

I found myself today

Oh,I found myself And ran away

But something pulled me back

Voice of reasonI forgot I had

All I know is you're not here to say

But you always used to say

And it's written in the sky tonight

[Chorus]

So I won't give up

No, I wont break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light

And it's shining on my destiny

Shining all the time

And I won't be afraid

To follow everywhere it's taking me

All I know is yesterday is gone

And right now I belong

To this moment

To my dreams

[Chorus]

It doesn't matter what people say

And it doesn't matter how long it takes

Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are

Be true to yourself

And follow your heart

[Chorus]

So I won't give up

No, I wont break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strongEven if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I wont give up

No, I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That someone's watching over,

Someone's watching over,

Someone's watching over me

Ohohohohohohoho

Someone's watching over me

*hope you guys would like it.*