I need You

I don't know what to do,
I feel so confused,
Every morning when i wake up,
I get this weird feeling inside me,
Rather a confused feeling

I don't know what im thinking
i don't know what im doing
Sometimes is it wrong to just follow your heart?
Or is it better to always have things hard?

Sigh, what a life,
Everyone tries hard to make life good
But i instead, just follow my mood,
I feel so confused! I feel like screaming!
With all this problems im going through
I definitely need You.

Area Magazine

Okay this was really random, i was just on my way to Spinky when this guy came up to me. To ask me some stuff and bla bla bla...then later on i bumped into Arthur and Abu. So i greet them and chat chat a little. Suddenly Arthur said he wants my picture... i was like "huh?"

Since i'm a nice friend (haha) i let him take. At first when Abu said it's for a magazine i didn't believe. I mean for what? Okay i admit, i suck in posing (im shy okay!). Furthermore it was at the hallway, where everyone is passing by. I felt a little uncomfortable though.

Then few days later, one of my friend told me he saw me in the magazine. I asked what mag and he asid Area Magazine. It's a free mag that only around The Curve, DJ or DU area are available i think. So my friend took the picture of the magazine and sent it to me.

High School Musical 3

I was really excited to watch this movie. When i was in the cinema, and when the movie started, you had no idea what i did and im not telling you. That monkey of mine ended up laughing like a monkey.

This movie i would say it's not bad. It is pretty funny too. However, i feel unhappy after watching the movie, maybe because i know they'll be separated? I don't know... you guys go watch! But i love the dancing, the dance moves were GREAT!

After movie i went to meet up with James and Jon, for supper. Something funny happened.

That Randy, light cig also dont know how to hold the lighter properly. I understand, monkey hands what. =p

My Friends from Penang.

James (My Dear)

Jonathan (My Cute Guy)

Randy (My Monkey)

Fun Tuesday

My Tuesdays are not usually fun. Well maybe it's because i have to wake up darn early for class. I had class at 8am this morning, and as usual, i was late. =p i left my house at 8.15am. At first i wanted to skip cause i woke up at 7.45am and i thought i couldnt make it. But my mom suggested to just go for it, so i did. When i reached coll, it was 45 minutes late. I met Si Yan outside of class and i was asking her if i should go in. She said just go in, at first i didn't feel that it will be nice to enter class at that time, but she said it's alright. Knowing me, i will feel darn guilty if i skip that class, so i just went in and thank God she didn't say anything.

Class ended early because my lecturer taught the wrong chapter. This morning she was supposed to cover chapter 13 and 14, but she started off with 14 first. And 14 has pretty much of 13 so she let us out early. Jia Liang, Nelson, Christine, Reshma and i decided to go bangsar for breakfast. We had either Nirwana or Devis in mind. However when we reach there, they were closed for Deepavali. One of them then suggested to go hartamas, we went to Old Town. I wasnt feeling very hungry then so i ate very little. After that we went to this restaurant like few shops away. They basically serve burgers like Ramli burgers just that it's more expensive. I like that restaurant, because it has many mirrors... haha!

After eating we headed back to college. We were 30 minutes early so we headed to DSA at wisma to foos. Nelson and i foosed at this table that was "cacat". LAzy to explain how it was, but it was screwed up, anyhow we did have fun. =) Then we headed to class and sat behind, while there are presentations at the front. Obviously we didn't pay much attention, but talked alot and i think we talked a little too loud. =p

Nelson being the typical him.

Me, trying to be lala


The girls that kept laughing for dono what reason

I think she's cute.

Me, Nelson

After our class, i went to eat lunch with the girls... excluding Nelson =p. We had a good time talking and laughing and teasing Sandra (winks to Sandra). After that i went for my survey for Nescafe and i got my RM100! =p

BoA - Eat You Up

Boa's english song is finally out! Check it out! It sounds pretty weird at the verse but that chorus is good. =) Enjoy...

American Version




Asia Version

Monkey Friend

Sometimes when we have such a good friend we tend to want to express it out. Well my good friend is a monkey. He's so so hyperactive that you can disturb him. He's also very nice that you may slap him a thousand times and he wont slap you back Wanna try? Let me know! =)

Life

Lately, i have not been feeling very happy. No doubt at times i laugh, when i hang out with my friends and all. But at the end of the day, something is just missing and i have no idea what is it. Is it stress that's causing me to feel this way? Or is there something that's really missing in my life? I have my dear friends, and they are great. I hang out with them, i laugh bla bla bla, but once i reach home, things are just different.

Sometimes when things get sour, i try to smile to myself. Sometimes by just smilling, as crazy as it sound, does make me feel better. OF course there might be tears running down on your cheeks but you will somehow just feel good after that.

Life is never perfect, which means there are ups and downs. If life is so perfect, then its not life. We should make the best out of it. No matter how painful it is at times, we have to be strong and take it as a challenge. Go on emo-ing cause that's experience. =)

So from now on, when you feel that life sucks, and you rather die and all those crap, think of it this way. If life is always so perfect, and always go the way you want it, wont it be boring? Life would be so predictable, because you'll know, no matter what happens things will go your way. If i had a choice to choose between those 2 types of life, i rather choose the one with challenge. Cause then only, you can learn from your mistakes and be more experienced. In conclusion, life would be much more interesting.

Abnormal Way of Love

This is a video made by my friend MJ. We love to do this kind of stuff so enjoy. He is the one that put this video together.

Hope you enjoy it! =)

Gosh i cant take it! Ahhh... so many assignments... and i strongly believe i cant drop LLS101... great i have to go through with this!

O God please help me!

Chill chill...breatheee..... relaxx.... ahhh i cant i wanna cry! =(

Stresss....x3

When i realise i have alot of assignments, and a quiz to catch up on, i stressed. The best part was i tried to calm down and not stress about it. How great the next morning when i woke up my mom kept nagging and nagging and nagging till i couldn't take it anymore. I broke down in silence, and tried to be calm then went back to sleep. Later on when i got up i was feeling a lil depressed. The worst part was on Thursday 9 of oct, my grandmother passed away in the morning. That added pressure on me that i broke down again. I dont know if i were crying because of stress? or was it because of my grandmother? I think its both. All i had in mind that time was "shit... i have so many assignments and all, but i have to mourn, how am i gonna do this?" But i dont have a choice do i? So went to college to do my quiz and had lunch at Bangsar village(Nelson's bday). After lunch i went to see my pet monkey for a while before i headed home.

Now... back to the topic, STRESSS....

I have 6 assignments to due by this coming Friday. But IF i can drop LLS, then there'll only be 2 assignments to due by this coming Friday. O God, please make it possible for me to drop *PRAYS*. Well tomoro i'll be going to college to check... HOPEFULLY i can drop. Sigh... I have my reasons why i wanna drop so don't question me.

Puchong

My free lance office is at Puchong, this was my second time there. The first time, i had really nice friends that were willing to send me ALL THE WAY to Puchong. Not knowing the way they wouldn't mind finding. Thanks guys =).

Anyways i was told to take U70 bus to Puchong and stop opposite ioi mall. So i did, but gosh i do not know why the bus stop at somewhere near Pasar Seni. Basically everyone has to get down then go back up again on the same bus. Well at first i didnt know so i stood somewhere and waited for another bus. While waiting this fella talked to me, he said hi. So like duh any girl would just ignore. Then i walk further away to look out for bus. Scary as it is, that guy approached me. He said some stuff la and erm chatted with me a little. Later on he asked for my number and stuff. I didn't give my number, but i took down his. He's from somewhere i forgot, i think Africa, but i was really intimidated. I was stupid enough to give him my real email address, because i was too scared till my brain couldnt fake one. He begged me to call him but i said i'll msg him. Until today i dont bother. HEhe he then added me on msn and facebook. I'm really scared of him right now. Oh well later on he asked me for a drink but i said i was in rush, he didnt believe. So i said i am waiting for the bus then he left me alone. I was so scared that i called my friend.

Later on went on the bus, and about 20 to 30 minutes later i reached Puchong. Went for a short briefing and my darling cousin gave me a ride back to bangsar. Then went to Fish and co for a while and erm later on went out for supper around 11 to 12.