30/7/08

Today i went to college because i thought i should go since it's the last week before finals. So yeah i left my house at 10.45 am and wow miracle, i manage to reach to class on time. Saw that Edmund... so yeah we just did some work, and chatted with my girlfriend Ser Minh.

After class we went to check our final results before finals. I didn't do very well, therefore i gotta work hard for finals... however im not doing so. =( AFter that we went to BZ cafe to eat. AS usual i ordered my chinese fried rice, no vegetable, + chilli padi-asing. Before i could finish my sentence, the waiter finished it for me. Haha... while waiting for food, i was a little bored so i started taking pictures! Haha im so predictable that Sarah said "she's gonna post it on her blog."

My darling, looking so sweet and adorable as always.

Edmund, looking emo... emo king!

Teik Lye, hmm what to say? Sarcastic as usual, always insult me only.

Sarah, cute and funny.

Anyways after eating, we went to collect our docket. After that i headed to work, well that's all for today.

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31/07/08

When i woke up, i was darn tired to get my body off the bed and head to the showers, therefore i went back to sleep. Haha basically i skipped my morning human com class and planned to go for the tutorial later. I woke up around 11, had my breakfast, watched my show "it started with a kiss 2" i love that series. AFter that i headed to the showers, luckily i was only changing when my darling called, She said she's not going to tutorial so i also lazy la. Instead i continue watching my drama then later on went to Mcds to study.

I had this for my lunch! It's actually spicy beef foldover, wrong packaging haha.

STudying human com... so hardworking eh? =p (think only studied 1 chapter =p)

I tell u ar,,, i write until no space to write ady.

Anyways after that went to see my darling Ser Minh at work, =) teman her till 9.30pm and now i'm home! Came home, felt like sweating so i danced and yeap sweating feels good when you're unhappy, stress, or angry. So that's about it!

Finals!

Ahh i need inspiration! Give me inspiration someone! My exams are like next Tuesday but i'm not ready! So far away from READY! My business paper is next tuesday and i have 4 more chapters to read... as in 4 new chapters. My marketing is on thursday and i have 7 chapters to go! Human com last day(as usual) i have 6 chapters to go. I really really really need inspiration now. Gosh im going to be a nerd from today onwards! (always plan that but never lasts). Hopefully this time it will last till my exams are over. Okay from 4pm onwards im gonna be a nerd! Nerdie Jo... Wish me luck on that. Cheers!

*but that doesn't mean i cant go out =p*

Selfish ppl

It's funny, how can we human be so selfish? We tend to appreciate stuff only when they're gone, or when you think they're about to leave. Im expressing this not only because it has happened to me, but also what i've seen.

When you dont want a certain someone anymore, they come find you, but when you want them badly they tend to ignore you. Wth is wrong with the world today? To all of you who are reading this, please take a few minutes to think of someone you dearly care about, and appreaciate the things they have done for you or just appreciate the person itself. Never take them for granted as you will regret later on. My dear friend who is suffering now... i know how you feel... life really sucks at times, but be strong.

Fear Not

I feel scared, i feel afraid, i feel intimidated.

I fear life, what's gonna happen in future?

The risks that i have to take?

I feel horrible right now,

I feel upset,

I feel insecure

I really dont know why im feeling this way.

I feel like crying,

I feel like hiding,

What's this feeling inside of me?

Its unexplainable.

But i must always keep in mind,

that i'm not alone. =)

I have someone that's so special that no one can replace

He's so great, and he'll be there for me no matter what.

He's someone that will love me no matter what i've become.

Thank you... =)

What should i do?

1) Should i continue on what I'm doing now?

2) Or should i stop?

3) Should i do that less maybe?

Things are easier said than done,

If i were to follow any of those above,

It will definitely take me some time.

But thinking which question to follow,

already hurts me inside,

i really don't know what to do,

i don't know what I'm doing now is too much or is alright.

Sometimes life do suck,

but our life suck because we chose it to be.

If certain problems or things can be changed,

why not just change it?

again things are easier said than done,

everything requires effort.

yeah i understand now,

I've decided to follow no. 3.

my problem is not big, but its still a problem. =)

Impromptu Presentation

Finally it's over! I had impromptu speech today, but i've been nervous about it for some time.. well not always but when the topic is up i get nervous. Yesterday was worse... the topics given by Mr Murali was pretty tough. I felt nervous too while they were given their topics. Then today, as usual i'm always late for class (30 minutes late) =p, went in, and just listened to them present. My friend Jenn Ming did really really well, sometimes i really do admire his work and enthusiasm. I had 2 human com class today, one is lecture, the other is tutorial. My presentation was during tutorial which is even better since there are less people which equals to less pressure. Edmund and i went to tutorial class together, as we got in, this girl called Felicia was presenting. Gosh the topic was, if you were an ant, how would you convince an ant eater to not eat you. Honestly, i thought that was a touch topic, cause when he asked her that my mind went blank. After her was Edmund, and i thought his topic was tough too... if you were a maths scientist, explain your latest invention. Well if i had that topic i'll go blank haha. My topic was to convince Mr Murali why homework is bad for health. Thank goodness it wasnt so tough but i couldn't really think too... my mind was not 100% focused. But i hope i did not too bad?

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After class Edmund, Minh and i went over to Minh's house. Her house is really different, i would say is nice. I dont know how to explain though, if you get to chance to go to her house then see for yourself. If not then too bad. =p Then later Loong came and all of us left to our separate ways. =) Later on i went to MCd's to study then bought food for Edmund, we ate and now i'm back home! =) Good night

Birthday with Family

I celebrated my birthday with my family just now, like few hours or less ago? Haha here are the pictures.

At the restaurant.

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At grandma's

Birthday at Maison

Finally! It has been so long since i went clubbing.... and yeap i did have fun. The sad thing was there weren't any whisky... i really wanted to get high since it's my bday. Besides, beer makes me sleepy. So Jason bought me graveyard! It didn't taste very nice but could feel is stronger than 1 glass of whisky. HEre are some pics... more to come later. =)

Us with the seafood pose. =)

=)

The girls looked great.

Ang and Adam! =)

Gilly and Verene. =)

More pics will come soon. =)

17/7/08

When i woke up, i was really blur. I was basically half asleep and half awake. My alarm clock woke me up a little and knowing me, i'll go back to sleep. Thank goodness my mom woke me up. I even forgot it was my birthday when i got up, until my mom reminded me. That's how blur i was. I felt so lazy to wake up seriously, but i promised my darling Ser Minh that i will go to class. =) See Minh i listen to u... *wink*. Speaking about her, she called me in the morning.

Me: Hello

Minh: Hi darling

Me: Hi

Minh: Happy birthday

Me: Thank you

Minh: how come you wake up so early one? (It was 8.30am)

Me: Don't we have Human Com?

Minh: I know, can wake up at 9 ma

Me: That's the time i should leave la.

Minh: Haha... ok see late

Me: Ok bye

My mom offered to send me down to the bus stop, but i saw many people queueing for cab so i told her to send me to LRT instead. I took the LRT to bangsar and got a cab from there. Overall i was 30 minutes late. Went into class and sat next to my darling Minh. As i walk passed her to my seat she looked at me with that sweet and cute smile of hers and wished me happy birthday again, i said thanks again and was supposed to give a small touch on the face but that touch was a little too hard?Oopsss.. hahaa..

As i sat down, she suddenly gave me flowers. Awwww so sweet of her... i really didn't expect anything at all that day. So i said thanks again for dont know how many times and hugsssss..

It was 1 red rose and 4 white. She said "when the red rose dies, the white ones will blossom".

Here's the picture. I took from the top.

Later on after class, i had lunch with them. After lunch i went to spinky and i met up with Chew, Praviin and all. I was playing pool when Loong suddenly called me. He asked me to go to the front entrance later. After we hung up, i was thinking isn't he sick? So i continued playing pool and i kept smilling at Praviin. Whenever i finish one shot, i loook at him he'll smile at me. SO naturally i smiled. There must be something about his face that makes me laugh. So yeah then i headed to main entrance, and i got into the car. Aww... there were a bouquet of white roses.

Then we just sat in the car and chit chat till almost class time. Headed back to spinky to see my Rui Qi but she went to DSA, zzzzzzzzz so anyways we went to DSA. Met up with her and Shaun and Rui Qi's "boyfriend" and other people la. She gave me cup cakes, those cup cakes are pretty tasty. Haha... so yeah went to class. While i was in class with my Ser Minh and her Edmund, =.= we took some pictures too! Let me show you.

SEEE!!! Hahaha the left side is Edmund+Minh's hand, the other is mine and hers. =) We were watching movie and it was so boring!

After class, i saw Rui Qi and gang outside of their class, they just finished too i guess. They were taking pictures, since to some of them it was their last day. I'll post some of the pictures here later on, as my internet is really really slow right now. So yeah after that i had some shooting with MJ, Jenn Ming and Jian Sern? Ok i forgot how to spell your name. =p. But yeah we had fun, we did stupid stuff and then took more pics. Went home after that and that's it! =) One of my best birthdays. =)

Birthday at Somo

11/7/08

Was really excited about this day cause i get to meet up with my dear KLBS and my darlings. I was supposed to be there at 9, however i took a nap and overslept. It was 9 when i woke up thank goodness Jason called me up haha. First time im able to get ready in just 30 minutes. SO yeah reached there, they started bising cause im late. Hehe... so all we did was chit chat, drink, cam whore and smoke (not me though).

Tiffany, Charis and me

Radiance and Jun Jie

Jackson

Maxter... was drunk

Kah Jin and Evan

This time i was really drunk until i couldn't remember much. But i remember Radiance helped me.. thanks Radiance! And of course im sure KLBS and other people that were there helped me too. Thanks you guys so much.... i really love you guys. =)

And thanks Tiff for the pictures! =)